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Suffering Psyche

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1.
My hair? My clothes? The things I post? I had a ring inside my nose? My skin?, my shoes? or point of views? Maybe I talk a little little slow? My thoughts my songs? My Rights and wrong? Maybe that I don’t wanna go? My goals my wishes hopes and dreams I guess I’m just imagining Condemn me for the things I do It’s not just me, you do them too Practice what you preach....We’ll be alright Don’t waste my time, we’ll be here half the night Talk when you should listen and Its never your own fault That's OK when your a kid Not so much as an adult Your sad and gross, I hate you most I'm praying you'll become a ghost Its not your clothes Its not your hair Maybe I might be in despair And the fact I let my feelings show And all my secrets that you know Your probably right these all are true But mostly I hate being you Stuck in self inflicted pain It wore a hole inside my brain Practice what you preach....We’ll be alright Don’t waste my time we’ll be here half the night You talk when you should listen because Its never your fault That's OK when your a kid Not so much as an adult Practice what you preach...We'll be alright Don’t waste my time we'll be here half the night You talk when you should listen, every word has been said I’ll be walking, you’ll be talking at the back of my head My hair? My clothes? The things I post? My weight ? My nose? My big ego? My skin?, My shoes? or point of views? Maybe I talk a little little slow? My thoughts?, My songs? You’re right, I’m wrong? Maybe that I don’t wanna know Just spend a day inside my shoes You’ll see that I was born to lose My mind
2.
Greed 02:39
It’s all about you Do it your own way Step on our heads if it means Wealth and power everyday Don’t ever think about the mess you left behind Your blinded by dollar signs Bought and sold No control Sold your soul Bought and sold No control Sold your soul You’re greedy Take everything You’re greedy Keep on taking til there’s nothing left no Manipulation How you scam the weak There are no limits When you steal the shoes right off their feet Don’t ever think about the pain you left behind Your blinded by dollar signs Bought and sold No control Sold your soul Bought and sold No control Sold your soul You’re greedy Take everything You’re greedy Keep on taking til there’s nothing left You’re greedy Take everything You’re greedy Keep on taking til there’s nothing left no You’re greedy Take everything You’re greedy You’re greedy Take everything You’re greedy
3.
Monsters 02:16
We all live our lives Painfully unaware of the darkness that lives inside We would all like to believe That we are not capable of the horrors That surround us every day But in the end We have to admit We just can’t fight who we are That is why That is why We’re all just monsters We lurk the streets in the shadows Till we get our fill Obsessed with human flesh And an urge to kill Slipping so freely into a murderous rage Got the instinct of an animal And we belong in a cage Can’t imagine the horrors that run through our minds This is a sick addiction for taking human lives Because we’re Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters In our own skin There are things beneath the surface That you can’t understand Ungodly thoughts of joy With blood on our hands Gripping so tightly While you’re gasping for air Don’t bother screaming for help because no one is there While your life’s being drained There’s no chance to survive Must feed our addiction for taking human lives Because we’re Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters In our own Skin Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters Monsters In our own Skin
4.
We're back, sons of bitches Not for the glory or riches Ya, like that would ever be a thing Is it unfinished business We’re not in it to win it There’s no profit in a negative gain No it must be something bigger for us to pull the trigger Make the effort for a song to sing Don’t owe nobody nothing, nobody got hurt Can’t sell out if you ain't sold a thing Grey hair - More debt Heartaches healed? Damage done? Man you ain’t seen nothing yet All got old, way too soon. Saw it coming, changed the tune We're back...what for? Getting old, sick, and dying Not to settle a score Not us...anymore. Kicking rust off a bucket is easy when your bored. Kids got old, some died. Basement party suicide Graduation was a lie Looking back what was the goal Got an 'A' in rock ‘n’ roll! Now we’re back like the cold war. Fun as a trip to the dentist or a new cold sore. Like 1000 screaming Karen's spitting an inch from your face Don’t care about nothing, it’s much too late. No future That right, when we'll play again live, who bloody knows Till then, Cheers. See you all in another 30+ years That’s that, we burned some bridges Had a wheel in the ditch, and some highs while living low. What still remains? Is it the same? Tomorrow’s Too Late Were you at the show? Punks not dead it always sleeps Brand new black Chuck Taylor sneaks Currie house that never stinks Slavin’s away so I’m told Pete and Mosley growing mold We're back - You hard a hearing Is anyone else cheering? Yah were back I know It’s all been said Back to the future Back in the past Back from the dead No future That right, when we'll play again live, who bloody knows Till then, Cheers, see you all in another 30+ years Negative Gain...Once Again, would like to thank... Jill Jill, Reuben Kincaid, Steve Goof, Pushead, Andrew Mosley, Hype, Sudden Impact, Direct Action All of the wonderful people at 'Tomorrow’s Too Late' and the pit guards of the T.O. scene.....Ken Huff and Anthony Reid
5.
Well I am not anti-cop Just those who are corrupt Is the system really broken? Or just the people in it? The thickest bully in class who gets to call the shots Used to have trouble wiping his ass Now he's armed to the teeth with a gun and a badge Body cam - Hooligan - on the 6 o’clock - news again More Bodies coming in In a game that no-one wins Ego's filled with hate There supposed to keep us safe Whatever happened to serve and protect Doing your job with respect If you call a cop for help, well this is what you get Bastards...Blue bastards Playing God without fear Bastards...Blue bastards Don't move or you'll disappear Bastards...Blue bastards You can't fight the law Bastards...Blue bastards Lose your life at no cost I can’t complain too much My white skin brings me this good luck A privilege that I never asked for But it still was given Can we agree enough is enough Black or brown their getting roughed up Racist thugs on power trips It's time they must be stopped Body cam - Hooligan - on the 6 o’clock - news again More Bodies coming in In a game that no-one wins Ego's filled with hate There supposed to keep us safe Whatever happened to serve and protect Doing your job with respect If you call a cop for help, well this is what you get Bastards...Blue bastards Playing God without fear Bastards...Blue bastards Don't move or you'll disappear Bastards...Blue bastards You can't fight the law Bastards...Blue bastards Lose your life at no cost
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One Stroke 02:25
You’re only one stroke away from home One fall from a bed Did you get enough running in Before your legs stop taking orders from your head Did you stash enough peanuts for the rest of your days Maybe it’ll be in 20 years from now or tomorrow you’d be amazed Did you burn any bridges Is the road here bright and clear Did you take in the journey Now the end is already here One crash away from a chair One bad day away from dead Like to hear your kids say welcome home Now you’re hearing high sputtered sounds instead Will you be ready to face the ones you love Will they even be around to hold your hand and send you off You’re only one stroke away from a home One slip from a new address If you hit the deck no return Have you given any thought To where you might convalesce Have you been good to others Now will they be good to you When you need help with simple things Like eating and tying your shoes Will you be surrounded by the people that hold you close Or laying forgotten for weeks in Soiled clothes One slip away from a chair You’re a rolling Siamese twin Bet You’d never thought you’d see the day You’d never go dancing again Will you have family by your side Well Mom and Dad have you terrified Your only one stroke away from a home One slip from a new address If you hit the deck no return Have you given any thought To where you might convalesce Have you been good to others now will they be good to you When you need help with simple things like eating and tying your shoes Will you be surrounded by the people that hold you close Or laying forgotten for weeks in soiled clothes One slip away from a chair You’re a rolling Siamese twin Bet you’d never thought you’d see the day You’d never go dancing again Will you have family by your side Well Mom and Dad have you terrified Well the light shines from your eyes Just one last time under a pale moon sky
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Hooked 02:23
Well your party sucks bad I think I might go It's not the worst time I've had But pretty damn close Gotta feel a little shakin' Think I might make the call but the phone keeps ringing, no answer at all So you live in the bar, said you'd be right back But it's almost last call, buddy where you at Gotta a jones in my bones Feeling kicked to the curb You went and put your phone on do not disturb Please don't make me go home Please don't make go home alone Your the one that got me hooked on this stuff Now answer your god damn phone I guess I'll take loss and know when to quit Tomorrow I'll be richer and maybe pay the rent Wait, now I remember, a little out in the car Not quite as good as having it all Here I am at the bottom and I can't even think More days off and no more time to be sick Scanning the room, gotta get another source But the sugar will never be as sweet as yours Please don't make me go home Please don't make go home alone Your the one that got me hooked on this stuff Now answer your god damn phone Please don't make me go home Please don't make go home alone Your the one that got me hooked on this stuff Now answer your god damn phone Your sugars so sweet, I crave it most of the time When it's time to go, stay up most of the night Weigh up and grind till there's nothing left Tonight I'm going out 'Cause I gotta get this off my chest Please don't make go home, alone Your the one that got me hooked on this stuff Now answer your god damn phone Please don't let me go home Please don't make go home, alone Your the one that got me hooked on this stuff Now answer your god damn phone
8.
Two bedroom, two bath, 3000 bucks Damage and utilities, If you have a pet get lost Dignity, respect, basic human needs Kindness always kills regret, landlords are super cheap Now hiring, good pay But NO, you cant work for us You have no computer, internet and a confusing résumé No Facebook page that we can trust Turned down again for another McJob Rat race, tail chase, join an angry mob I would have done the work of 10 supermen And left them all taking notes, just to have a chance again Now hiring, join us today Not you sir, you can’t work for us, Only a high school education on your résumé And you haven’t lived in the same place for over 12 months Do you even have a bank account? You'll need one to get paid. Nice try, your car is not an address, so get the hell out. We’re looking for someone half your age Every Hungry person deserves a good lunch Debit and credit only, empty stomach punch Dogs get more respect, while sleeping by the trash When they won’t except your legal, tender hard earned cash
9.
Do We Care? 02:28
Every morning it's in your face You need it make the change It's never too late to get some help Go on in and bet on yourself When your screaming, your in too deep Do we care? Or if the dreams keep you from a good nights sleep Do we care? How are you all alleged, to scared to commit Do we care? When you're stuck here on the edge We'll have to see you through it Someone always cares Shouldn't someone care Someone always cares Tell them what they need to hear Someone always cares Shouldn't someone care Someone always cares Tell them what they need to hear One day from your last breath Before you need some help Is this the time to reflect I guess that's something you can ask yourself Close your eyes now for one last time When every thought in life Brings you piece of mind Every morning it's in your face You knew it, make the change It's never too late to get some help Go on in and bet on yourself I just sit and cry for breakfast everyday Do we care? When we talk inside Wishing everything would go away Do we care? I remember your faults You bet I had mine too Do we care? Sometimes when we share The strength in numbers pulls us through Someone always cares Shouldn't someone care Someone always cares Tell them what they need to hear Someone always cares Shouldn't someone care Someone always cares Tell them what they need to hear One day from your last breath Before you need some help Is this the time to reflect I guess you can go ask yourself Close your eyes and take the ride one last time To a place where it's quiet Gives you piece of mind Every morning it's in your face You need it make the change It's never too late to get some help Go on in and bet on yourself You need it Make the change You can do it Make the change You need it make the change When all else fails Just make that change
10.
Once I met a girl A long long time ago All she did was hang around And said that she'd outgrown All the long hair rocker fucks Who used to call her names Now the last laugh is on them Just look at what she's become In her brand new leather jacket Covered in studs, chains and patches Those rockers are just fucking losers now They're all just fucking losers now Better beware, It's time to prepare Don't fuck with the girl with the pink dyed hair She's a punk rock girlfriend It's not hard to see A punk rock girlfriend She doesn't have to try to be - Yeah Punk rock girlfriend There's no point you can't disagree - No Punk rock girlfriend She looks the part the clear...Crystal clear Now she's gone, she's disappeared One night became a ghost Hanging out with the bands With no demands imposed We all hoped that she'd return But now we understand She found a life to make a stand With a ticket in her hand In her tattered old leather jacket Missing some studs, chains and patches Forget those fuckers, they're a distant memory Those fuckers are a distant memory Always remember, what did we say Don't fuck with the girl with the pink dyed hair She's a punk rock girlfriend It's not hard to see A punk rock girlfriend She doesn't have to try to be - Yeah Punk rock girlfriend There's no point you can't disagree - No Punk rock girlfriend She looks the part the clear...Crystal clear
11.
Once I met a girl A long long time ago All she did was hang around And said that she'd outgrown All the long haired rocker types Who used to call her names Now the last laugh is on them Just look at what she's become In her brand new leather jacket Covered in studs, chains and patches Those rockers are just silly losers now There all just silly losers now Better beware, it's time to prepare Don't mess with the girl with the pink dyed hair She's a punk rock girlfriend It's not hard to see A punk rock girlfriend she doesn't have to try to be - Yeah Punk rock girlfriend There's no point you can't disagree - No Punk rock girlfriend She looks the part that's clear...Crystal clear Now she's gone, she's disappeared One night became a ghost Hanging out with the bands With no demands imposed We all hoped that she'd return But now we understand She found a life to make a stand With the ticket in her hand In her tattered old leather jacket missing some studs, chains and patches forget those bastards they're a distant memory Those bastards are a distant memory Always remember, what did we say Don't mess the girl with the pink dyed hair She's a punk rock girlfriend It's not hard to see A punk rock girlfriend she doesn't have to try to be - Yeah Punk rock girlfriend There's no point you can't disagree - No Punk rock girlfriend She looks the part that's clear - Crystal clear
12.
Once I met a girl A long long time ago All she did was hang around And said that she'd outgrown All the long hair rocker fucks Who used to call her names Now the last laugh is on them Just look at what she's become In her brand new leather jacket Covered in studs, chains and patches Those rockers are just fucking losers now They're all just fucking losers now Better beware, It's time to prepare Don't fuck with the girl with the pink dyed hair She's a punk rock girlfriend It's not hard to see A punk rock girlfriend She doesn't have to try to be - Yeah A punk rock girlfriend There's no point you can't disagree - No A punk rock girlfriend She looks the part the clear...Crystal clear Now she's gone, disappeared One night became a ghost Hanging out with the bands With no demands imposed We all hoped that she'd return But now we understand She found a life to make a stand With a ticket in her hand In her tattered old leather jacket Missing some studs, chains and patches Forget those fuckers, they're a distant memory Those fuckers are a distant memory Always remember, what did we say Don't fuck with the girl with the pink dyed hair She's a punk rock girlfriend It's not hard to see A punk rock girlfriend She doesn't have to try to be - Yeah A punk rock girlfriend There's no point you can't disagree - No A punk rock girlfriend She looks the part the clear...Crystal clear
13.
I really hate you is what I think You’re just small little stains Of gob in the sink You have no purpose, that I can find Except with a blade, stuck in your side Just random dirtbags standing around with nothing better to do Stare, shout and pick a fight Because your hidden from sight Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever...Until we die We're bored and violent, it's what we do Out of step with the normal crew Loud and fast is the only way The kids will have the final say Broken homes, we turned to the streets Got nothing better to do Stare, shout and pick a fight Then you'll vanish from sight Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever...Until we die Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever Hardcore Punks Forever...Until we die
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All's quiet, then across the way Spontaneous cackling turns to writhing in pain A headache, memories, a demon, a bad trip Sometimes a good book has a cover that's ripped Stop judging without knowing the cause Havin’ disdain for downtrodden underdogs Those abused, ill, addicted, or down on their luck Only look down when reaching out to pick them up It's all misunderstood Mis Fucking Understood It's all misunderstood Mis Fucking Understood Twist my words So its not what I said Make me out to be a villain No I’d rather be dead Think you know my life By the way that I dress Preconception is a weapon Filled with disrespect Stop judging without knowing the cause We’re beaten and mistreated Defined by our flaws It’s The poor, the sick, the weary, the weak You only feel the power when they’re down on their knees It's all misunderstood Mis Fucking Understood It's all misunderstood Mis Fucking Understood It's all misunderstood Mis-Fucking Understood It's all misunderstood Mis-Fucking Understood You don’t know me And I sure as hell don’t know you We’re both guilty of judging each other based on appearances You’re money doesn’t make you a prick And my clothes don’t make me a low life In the end the world is cruel and unjust I guess we’ll always be a bit misunderstood
15.
Lies, lies, still more lies Lies get selected, protected and still fly Snakeoil sales at an all time high Been doing it for years Techniques tested and tried You'll be silent in your grave Living with your lies Everytime I hear your name Living with your lies Never one to complain Living with your lies They all sound the same Living with your lies Tried, tried suicide Do a line in the morning, keep it all inside Shot glass hidden to the back on the right A little bit of strength, when your giving up the fight You'll be lying in your grave Living with your lies I always hear your name Living with your lies No right to complain Living with your lies They all sound the same Living with your lies Well did you think it'd be a walk in the park More like shots in the dark So why'd you have to run Now alone i'll have to keep up the fight When darkness turns to night, I'll be staring at the sun Always wondered why you couldn't tell the truth You know you should've told the truth It's the least that you could do You left an old drunk hanging out to dry We never said goodbye, now I guess the race is run IT'S LIES Wiseguy, I'm still alive Cars outta gas, I guess it's my turn to drive Screaming out of control on a patch of black ice Just a moment in time, will you still hear me cry Always lying night and day Living with your lies Everytime I hear your name Living with your lies Never once did I complain Living with your lies After what I said to say Living with your lies You'll be sorry in your grave Living with your lies Everytime I hear your name Living with your lies Like a sharpened one side blade Living with your lies 'cause you never made the grade Living with your lies Sometimes I kid myself that I have mental health And I know I'm such a mess And I'm stuck in living hell, yeah When you try to get ahead Too far to reach Then it's hard to even speak So why even bother when we try to look back into the past Well we didn't have to fight And you didn't have to run What's so hard about telling the truth Yeah you should've known the truth AND ALL THAT'S LEFT IS LIES
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The time has come to contemplate, what it is that I am doing to myself Last night, I slept in the dog bed, I think it's time I asked for help. I'm my own Jekyll & Hyde, I drink the potion to take the hurt away Hyde-ing in my self destruction... I thought I had the tiger by the tail Turns out it was my ultimate fail I've bit off more than I can chew Impossible investment,- damage to accrue Angel on a shoulder, Devil on the other Devil says "Let's go have another," Angel replies "Why even bother?" Devil then says "Shut it!" Come morning I'm two different people,- yet I'm one in the same At night I'm an individualist,- with one thing fixated on my brain I need a divine intervention, one with very specific intentions One to really make me think! I thought I had the tiger by the tail Turns out it was my ultimate fail I've bit off more than I can chew Impossible investment,- damage to accrue I try to be all things to all drinks Hot potato, not a piece of cake Idiot or idiom, digging my own grave My life & health's at stake I can lie to you, I can lie to me Ali Ali Ali all come free! At some age said you can't catch me Come on now & set me free! If what you choose is what you get Why do I choose this for myself? Drink, Drank, Punk can you relate? Drink, Drank, Punk it's killing me!

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Suffering Psyche:
Vocals & Drums: Andy Kiburis
Guitar & Bass: CJ Taylor
Guest Lead Guitar: Jeremy Butler, Mark Watts & Erik Begg
Guest Vocalists: Grant C. Slavin, Jeremy Mogk, Mark Davidson & Michael Thorne

Music & Lyrics:
1,4,5,6,7,8,15: Taylor / Slavin
2,3,9: Taylor / Kiburis
10,11,12,13: Taylor
14: Taylor / Mogk / Kiburis
16: Taylor / Davidson

All songs recorded DIY by each respective musician.
Mixed & Mastered secretly by 'The Nobody'.
Except Song 8: Mixed and Mastered by John Feeney - Americant Records, Las Vegas Nevada

All artwork courtesy Paul Stone - O.T.P Graphics
www.facebook.com/O.T.P.Graphics

A special thank you to Grant C. Slavin. Without his lyric writing and energy, this project may never have happened.
Also, a special thank you to Andy Kiburis who came on board, learned all the songs and put some killer drums and vocals down. He quite literally saved the project.

A USELESS NOISE PRODUCTION: DIY 'TILL WE DIE

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released September 28, 2023

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Suffering Psyche Dundee, UK

A multi-national Hardcore Punk band. Members from UK, Canada & USA.
Pure DIY aggression making some very pissed off music.
DIY: Till we die!!

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